There is something relaxing about listening to starlight by muse or mad world by Gary Jules and watching the snowy world outside right now. Kids howling and playing on the snow hill right outside, the trees swaying stiffly in the cold wind, girls speed walking towards their next class or exam, and the traffic going by in the distance. Or maybe its just that I don’t want to finish writing my 20 page paper. Yeah, that could be it too. Oh hey, on the topic of writing and procrastination I bring you, this.
Half an hour ago my mind was left on and started wandering all over the place. I kept imagining how things could go down if someone came on campus with guns and started shooting up the place. Started planning out, if I don’t end up shot before I get a chance to do anything, what my plan of defence would be. Started thinking of the library as a level in a videogame, thinking about good angles with clear shots and good cover. Morbid things have been a common thing for me to sit and imagine for hours since my high school years. Made the mistake of telling one of the waitresses at the restaurant I cooked at before and she though I was insane. I have commonly imagined friends and family dying from intense car crashes, freak accidents, serial killers or zombies. I can blame the first two on watching a bunch of the final destination movies and the third on my fascination with killers. My imagination just cant be shut off after it starts on the matter of gruesomeness unless there is some serious distractions. Don’t get me wrong, when family or friends start dying in my imagination I find it disturbing and I will sometimes let it worry me too much. Nothing like the pick-me-upper of imagining last words of a loved one after they get hit by a car, I just zone out like there is a movie being played in my head that I would never buy tickets to see. I always did hope that in a position of being attacked and stabbed that I would have enough strength to take them down with me. Sometimes I also wonder how much the worlds rate for necrophilia will increase upon the zombie apocalypse. If they are headless there is not too much to fear. I imagine the ones that want it when they can still bite back would decrease in number if you just give them time. I mean, that’s like trying to masturbate with a rattler. I do wonder if other people ever imagine such gross things out and have such strange questions. If you are queasy already I suggest you skip the next paragraph completely(or if you are under 18) and I will post again tomorrow or the day after, then on the weekend with looks at some new art(or my attempts of). So since we already are on a dirty subject matter and Jack is posting random porn(note to self, look up zombie porn after paper is written), if you think you can stomach worse , you should check out the web comics Sexy losers. It is incredibly disturbing and has a focus on terrible sex stuff like masturbation addiction, necrophilia, and moneys shots and worse, all with no taste executed. :p Or OGLAF which is like a comedic fantasy web comic that has a sex focus (all sexualities) This is a good starter for T-Girl. and this ones for.. well who doesn’t like dirty yaoi. Though, don’t get me wrong, none are porn or would likely be very useful as much, but they are worth endless laughs for me. Enjoy.
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Kris
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