Broke my glasses trying to protect them from a bar night and now am blind but somehow quite addicted to reading manga right now despite having to pop Tylenol for the torture it is putting my eyes through. This reminds me of why I got glasses in the first place, so that I could freaking read ALL day and wouldn’t get migraines. Despite all the reading its mostly been off topic, 60’s are not my kind of marks at all though, I will have to step it up a notch I am impressing nobody with such lousy grades. I have been working full time lately, and trying to stay sane while feeling antisocial, myself and T-girl are looking for a place together, though its a frightening idea for me since I am much happier alone. All this place searching evokes my desire for an actual kitchen, bookshelf and maybe someday in the future a drawing table and keyboard or piano. Have been drawing quite a bit with and without glasses which were interesting, will toss some up soon. Been listening to some Vampire weekend, Queen, David Bowie, Panic at the disco, Franz Ferdinand, K-Os and Ra Ra Riot. Sprinkled with some New Radicals, Paper Planes, Fuck you, Under Pressure, and Smooth Criminal.
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There is something relaxing about listening to starlight by muse or mad world by Gary Jules and watching the snowy world outside right now. Kids howling and playing on the snow hill right outside, the trees swaying stiffly in the cold wind, girls speed walking towards their next class or exam, and the traffic going by in the distance. Or maybe its just that I don’t want to finish writing my 20 page paper. Yeah, that could be it too. Oh hey, on the topic of writing and procrastination I bring you, this.
Half an hour ago my mind was left on and started wandering all over the place. I kept imagining how things could go down if someone came on campus with guns and started shooting up the place. Started planning out, if I don’t end up shot before I get a chance to do anything, what my plan of defence would be. Started thinking of the library as a level in a videogame, thinking about good angles with clear shots and good cover. Morbid things have been a common thing for me to sit and imagine for hours since my high school years. Made the mistake of telling one of the waitresses at the restaurant I cooked at before and she though I was insane. I have commonly imagined friends and family dying from intense car crashes, freak accidents, serial killers or zombies. I can blame the first two on watching a bunch of the final destination movies and the third on my fascination with killers. My imagination just cant be shut off after it starts on the matter of gruesomeness unless there is some serious distractions. Don’t get me wrong, when family or friends start dying in my imagination I find it disturbing and I will sometimes let it worry me too much. Nothing like the pick-me-upper of imagining last words of a loved one after they get hit by a car, I just zone out like there is a movie being played in my head that I would never buy tickets to see. I always did hope that in a position of being attacked and stabbed that I would have enough strength to take them down with me. Sometimes I also wonder how much the worlds rate for necrophilia will increase upon the zombie apocalypse. If they are headless there is not too much to fear. I imagine the ones that want it when they can still bite back would decrease in number if you just give them time. I mean, that’s like trying to masturbate with a rattler. I do wonder if other people ever imagine such gross things out and have such strange questions. If you are queasy already I suggest you skip the next paragraph completely(or if you are under 18) and I will post again tomorrow or the day after, then on the weekend with looks at some new art(or my attempts of). So since we already are on a dirty subject matter and Jack is posting random porn(note to self, look up zombie porn after paper is written), if you think you can stomach worse , you should check out the web comics Sexy losers. It is incredibly disturbing and has a focus on terrible sex stuff like masturbation addiction, necrophilia, and moneys shots and worse, all with no taste executed. :p Or OGLAF which is like a comedic fantasy web comic that has a sex focus (all sexualities) This is a good starter for T-Girl. and this ones for.. well who doesn’t like dirty yaoi. Though, don’t get me wrong, none are porn or would likely be very useful as much, but they are worth endless laughs for me. Enjoy. Okay, I feel its fairly obvious where I fall into the categories (An artist, a poet, a musician, and k....). I toil a bit in what few could call music(piano, guitar, + love to sing), art, and writing(OMG NOT POETRY). My biggest talent if were to be considered one would be my obsessive compulsive disorder issues of obsessive list making and hand washing. Luckily for you, I am also quite organized and label everything, so it is pick or choose what to read/find out about me. ^^ I am actually just finishing my degree, a double major in psychology and sociology. I just started learning how to play the piano a couple years ago and picked up a guitar to start trying to learn this last year. I just started drawing again at the beginning of this year, being inspired by Jacks sketchbook he left at my place. I also enjoy Working Out, Watching Anime(>130 now), Occasionally Fencing, Frequent Gaming, Rock Band, Playing Dnd, Reading Comic Books and Web comics, Manga, Fantasy books, and Articles. I am also Trans and a Bisexual, and have been involved and volunteering in the LGBT community for five years now. The following are things that have influenced me greatly and inspired me to keep trying with the arts, as well as, shaped me into the person that I am today.
Some of my Favourite Animes: Air Gear, Angel Sanctuary, Avatar, Beyond My Touch, Coyboy bebop, Darker Than Black, Escaflowne, Fooly Cooly, Fruits Basket, Full Metal Alchemist, Full Metal Panic!, Gintama, Juuousei, Kyou Kara Maoh!, Little Butterfly, Lovely Complex, Melancholoy of Haruhi, Minami-ke, Ouran High School Host Club, Passion, Princess Princess, Tsubasa Chronicles, Twelve Kingdoms, Where the Wind Goes, Zombie-Loan, InuYasha, Welcome to the N.H.K, XXXholic, and Yami no Matsuei. Random Playlist Stuff: Bouncing off Clouds, Back in Your Head, Music Box, Pretty Voice, Maps, Fast Car, Wind, Gay Bar, Black Black Heart, All Is Full of Love, Rodney Contois, Tegan and Sara, Reptilia, When You Were Young, Infected, Weapon of Choice, Say Goodnight and Go, Godzilla, Danger! High Voltage, Take Me Out, Strange Animal, Ghost of Corporate Future, Young, Float On, No One Knows, Defying Gravity, Phantom of the Opera, I Will Follow You into the Dark, Still Alive, Get Your Number, Like the Way I Do, Main Offender, The Hand That Feeds, Not That Big, Speak Slow, Spoonman, The Middle, Cool for Cats, Where Did Our Love Go, Almost Human, Ain't Nobody, You dont know me, Meet me halfway. Actual Artists: Jack Conte, Pomplamoose, any RENT, Alanis Morisette, Green Day, Billy Talent, Regina Spektor, Bush, Weezer, Blink-182, OK Go, Electric Six, System of a Down, Coheed and Cambria, Eminem, Natalie Imbruglia, the Godzilla soundtrack, Dragonette, Queens of the Stone Age, Panic! At The Disco, MIKA, Jimmy Eat World, Smashing Pumpkins, Moby, The Killers, Daft Punk, Kate Bush, Melissa Etheridge, Tracy Chapman, Gorillaz, Wicked. Comics: Batman, Robin, Batgirl, Black Canary, Ultimate Spider-man, Ultimate Spiderwoman. Batwoman, Nightwing, Red Sonja. Deadpool, Supergirl, Wolverine. Wiccan, Black Cat, Green Lantern, Midnighter, Lord Fanny, Nightcrawler. Flash, Green Arrow, Rawhide Kid, Ultimate Thor, Superman, Apollo. Witchblade, Catwoman, Gambit, Mystique, Storm, Aruna, Rogue. Favourite Movies: Labyrinth, The girl who lept through time, Howl's Moving Castle, Alice in Wonderland, The Cat Returns, The Harry Potters, Justice League, Spirited Away, Blazing Saddles, RENT, Arashi no Yoru Ni, The Fifth Element, My Neighbor Totoro, Cowboy Bebop, Breakfast Club, Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind, Meet Joe Black, Back to the Future, Disney Pixar. Television: Dr.Who(David Tennant), Spiderman, The X-Files, Torchwood, X-Men, Star Trek, Whose Line Is It Anyway?, InvaderZim, Transformers, Xena: Warrior Princess, The Maxx, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Hercules: The Legendary Journeys, Red vs. Blue, Reboot, Gargoyles, She-ra Princess of Power, Dexter's Laboratory, Robot Chicken, Big Bang Theory. |
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