Lets see, about to go camping with the bears and have been thinking lots lately that I really need to do my goodbyes(I have a bit before but its super dated). Since I have like no time right now I suppose this will be my last few sentences then, in case such events do unfold. Shawn, I love you lots. I’d probably follow you anywhere since I’ve just always felt that with you by my side I would always be happy, it is not anything I have felt with anyone else. If my career potentials, my capabilities were all shit you would think I would hate life, but I would be happy as long as I’m around you. The only time I could see myself unhappy while with you, is if our futures no longer had each other. Thanks for being my best friend for so long and respecting me so much. Alright, that out of the way, mom, you are inseparable from my life. I am unsure if I could handle not talking to you for more than a week. You are such a part of who I am in every way. Anyone who cannot see how fantastic and wonderful of a person you are is the biggest fool. My goal is to make so much money someday that I can see your dreams come forth. I hope to have a wonderful place where you can visit in a beautiful bedroom, and you can admire a wonderful comfortable library of mine. Bj, You are my brother in the strongest sense of the word. You and mom are my life. I love you guys. I love having you guys as such a big part of my life. I love sharing d&d and friends with you, because it means we will always have such good times to reflect back on and to make. I am so very proud of you. Take care of mom for me. She has been so under appreciated her whole life, but we would be broken messes without her. It’s a testament to how much she does for us and how much she gives us a feeling of home no matter where we are. She has given us her life. Let us tell her at least now, when we can realize it, how much we appreciate the years of her life she spent completely taking care of us. Gotta make it quick now, need to sleep. ^^ Michael P, I always hope for your happiness, I want you to find that special perfect someone that appreciates you as much as you appreciate them. It will happen! If I can adore you this very much, then you will find someone soon enough with less boobs who feels that too. Michael M, I love you, you who gave me the world of d&d, the thing in which I love most of this world (besides meeting amazing people). Brandon, I am proud that you are such a wonderful kid, seriously, one of the best I’ve ever known, you and BJ give me hope of the future. The nieces and nephews, each one of you guys I have various wonderful stories with, and wonderful experiences with. Let your individuality shine! Embrace who you are. I have high hopes that you will be fantastic people when you grow up. You each are very strong so remember to take care of others. Not everyone is as strong as you, or has as much support, be sure to stand up for what is right. I hope your future holds less pains as mine has, and at least as much love, it has kept me going. Remember that Grandma and bj will always have your back no matter what. Tony, continue being a great mom, you are a role model to all other parents. As always, I hope for nothing but happiness in your life, you most certainly deserve it. Jack, Never quit giving what you have to the world, your words, your art, is rough, real and unimaginable, the world needs quality artists like you around to open peoples eyes. Nana, knowing and being able to talk to you about anything still, my whole life, without worries of sugar coating or walking on egg shells is the best thing ever. I have a constant feeling of relief and happiness in knowing how real of a relationship we can have. You, like mom, made me who I am, with my loves, feelings and imagination, without you guys I’d have no heart. Your acceptance and your passion in these matters just overwhelm me. I feared losing you when I came out, and ended up gaining your passionate feelings about the lgbt issues I’ve both faced and fought. Time to sleep for now for camping time. This basement is full of longing. JR I still miss and love you more than anyone, when my death finally comes let me be with you again. I regret not writing to each of the kids individually, and leaving a note for alex. <3 I will come back and finish this up a bit more soon.
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