Since no one else tackled Valentines day/Consumerist day/Singles awareness day/Capitalism holiday/etc, I will hit the topic for a sec, hopefully not upsetting anyone since it seems to be such a hard day for some, or I will blow that idea out of the water with my current I-don’t-give-a-shit attitude.
In my family my mother always took this day as a chance to tell everyone who mattered to her how much she just loved and adored us. Giving chocolates and baking for us every year. In the Japanese anime that I loved and thus pretty adopted by myself and my friends shortly after learning about(why? Because it is wonderful), it is a chance to make some homemade baking or chocolate to give to those that matter to you. This consisted mostly of giving to good friends and people you want to show your appreciation to (in a creative way) and perhaps a love or love interest. When I hear about girls getting together to get drunk and watch stupid romance movies together because they are single, I cant help but feel sorry for the poor miserable (u^?$ . Either they are one of the many whiners who always needs someone, even just for that day, or they plan on getting shitfaced and potentially making out with each other, or perhaps a Justin beiber pillow(not worth checking the spelling for). Both whiners and if-you-get-me-drunk-bi’s piss me off so neither of these types appeal to me in the least. So make a note, every year you can sure count me out on the desperate parade. Can no one actually just appreciate their friends and loved ones anymore? This feels like a Christmas meaning fail, where all that matters is someone spending a bunch of money on you and there fails to be any good point to the day. Also, if you stop making your valentines day about sexual relationships, guess what, the people around you will start too. You people make any excuse to feel sorry for yourself instead of appreciating your life or the people in it. To all those not alone, if you were a whiner who lucked out this time, don’t preach to the other whiners about how valentines day is not all bad, you are not fooling anyone you whiner. Lol. Alrights, now that I have probably pissed off a whole lot of people, love you all. Seriously. If you are bothering to read my psychobabble, then its almost a guarantee I sure do adore you. Also special love sent out to Mom, my great dads, my baby bro B.J, Nana, Johnson(Jack is an ass), Brettt, Trav, Connors, Tam Tam, Sherrie-poo, Slimey, Glor, and Matt. You guys have been rocking my life lately and were very much on my mind on the day of love! :D (watch me fail by discluding someone who I live for. lol) It was my hardest day for quitting smoking on the 14th since it was day 3, thanks to M, C and especially B, you guys stopped me from relapsing. I was antsy as shit that evening. Day 4 was a breeze! Thanks. ^,^
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Lately my dreams have been cruel (in a non horror movie way). My subconscious realizes what I might like and enjoys letting me have it for a short while until the disappointing moment I realize it is just a dream (Whether it be by a cat launching themselves onto me and knocking the wind out of me, Johnson..., or the sickening realization that its just too wonderful which doesn’t fit with my life mood so far and shatters the dream for me and brings me back to reality).....
…No longer kid or work friendly for the next paragraph BTW.... ....The dreams have included such things as: A hot threesome with some jock(O.o)sucking me off whilst I enjoyed making his blonde(O.O) DD girlfriend pant and moan. Meeting perfect person. And the cruellest, my recent dreams of spending the day with my uncle and feeling like my future would be full of him, and a dream where I was enjoying chatting with the parents of a sweet someone, both of whom I still mourn the loss of greatly. Dammit I'm so tired... must keep trucking, must write till 5:30 a crappy fail essay to help ensure that I will pass this class, then its off to a long night shift. So freaking tired.... _._ Oh yeah, update on art. I still suck balls at it. I draw weird things and still cant get a good style that I want to stick with that’ feels like my very own, but am enjoying playing with ideas/concepts…. Poorly though….. Just to clarify. Balls. Its going to be another one of those days. |
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