Hey guys So I've been under a lot of stress with school and stuff so I apoligize for being terrible and never updating my blog. Sorry for neglecting you. One day when I don't have all these paper deadlines and tests to work on, you'll be higher on my list of priorities. But for now, keeping up my grades so I don't get kicked out of school is really my biggest concern. So I'm gonna throw up another poem on here. I wrote it in high school, and it's close to what I've been feeling lately, although now it's to a much lesser degree. I wrote it around the same time as the last poem, "Dying Faith" that I put up. So 'Read More' if you wanna have a look. Do You See Me?Have you really seen me lately?
How can you call yourself my friend? Haven't you seen how I've dropped so greatly? Can't you tell the smile is just pretend? I've been walking around this place with no purpose, I'm dead inside it seems from everyone I've been hiding my face trying to hide how I've lost my dreams Why can't you see me? Why don't you hear? When I'm screaming so loud from inside my soul Can't you tell that my smile isn't sincere? Or have we fallen apart? Aren't you my brother anymore? You always somehow knew the days I needed you Can't you see that it isn't on the surface this time? I'm falling away so deep, and it isn't something new Its been happening for a while now, Please come cut these binds Will you ever hear me calling, should I just give up? Should I dwindle and die here, because there's nothing to live for? I can't do this on my own, its so tempting to make a fresh cut I'm just so tired, this disease has gone to my core I feel so broken, there nothing left for me to do And I can't keep going like this, every day eats me from inside How can I keep doing this? I need something new And I'm just so sick of hiding how I've cried
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C-RAE
3/23/2011 06:08:27 am
one month is not all that long
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