Hey peeps! It's been awhile! Long past time for an update! I've been a busy lady lately, and I have now found myself with an abundance of spare time due to Breaking my ankle and being unable to work or do much of anything.
First the ankle: I'm 23 years old, and this is the first time I've ever broken a single bone in my body. And since I've made it 23 years, apparently I had to spectacularly put myself out of commission. I broke 2 bones and fractured 1. I did this by slipping on a patch of ice outside my workplace. Ah, the joys of living in Canada. On to other things going on in my life: Sadly, my Aunt lost her battle with cancer not too long ago. Her funeral is this week and due to the broken ankle, I'm unable to make it. She was an amazing strong woman and I wish I had been allowed to know her better, but I was forbidden from contacting her from around the time I was 8 until I was 18 due to a family feud. I miss her and I'm angry. It wasn't fair. I haven't even told most people. Just my boyfriend and Kris know. I was able to be with her in her final moments. Cancer is a scary thing people. When my Aunt passed, she was nothing but skin and bones. She was incredibly skeletal. Looking at her, I was reminded of pictures of Jews in concentration camps. I was almost afraid to touch her, afraid she might break. She was incredibly Jaundiced, she was unable to talk, she just moaned in pain. She was unrecognizable. And that's not how I want to remember her. I want to remember her the way she was: Vibrant and happy and energetic. But every time I think of her, all I can think of is the way she looked when I saw her take her last breath.
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T-Girl
The one with estrogen. Bisexual, student, poet. Intrigued? Well good thing there's an entire blog for you to read then. Archives
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