Oh my. I really haven't posted in a while. Sorry about that. Summer will be a great opportunity to do more blogging and less studying. Also I am looking forward to being able to read for pleasure, and not just read textbooks anymore.
I thought stress in my life would be over as soon as I was done school, but I forgot about something that's been a significant source of stress since high school: drama. I usually try to stay away from any and all sources of drama, but it's one of those things that has a habit of seeking me out. I really don't know if I can handle it. People don't realize how broken I really am, and tend to lean on me a lot and I don't know if I can support them when I can barely keep myself alive. Right now I'm suffering from both physical and emotional wounds. Physical wounds because the road looked at me funny, so I used my mad ninja skills to attack it. To the untrained eye, it may have looked like I fell, but I was totally in control of the situation. I'm also trying to keep myself sane and in a healthy state of mind as my dog, Jet, who I've had for 8 years recently passed away. I'm so broken because of it. She was such a great dog. I love her so much. She was the only one who was always there for me no matter what all throughout high school. She would always cuddle up with me when I was sick or upset. If there's one thing I'm good at, it's covering up pain. I had four years of high school to perfect that art. Outside, I look like I'm fine. But inside I'm 2 inches away from breaking.
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T-Girl
The one with estrogen. Bisexual, student, poet. Intrigued? Well good thing there's an entire blog for you to read then. Archives
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